120* Tasseomancer

 

Tasseomancy: the art of telling your fortune by reading tea leaves.

Picture this: a busy day. Working remotely, hour-long calls about life insurance, cell phone buzzing nonstop, a stomach ache, restless legs.
At the end of the working day–a break. You sit down with a cup of hot tea to take the chill out of the coming-of-autumn air. Curling up in your chair, ignoring your phone and email for just a little while. Glancing into your cuppa and seeing shapes. Allowing your imagination to run wild.
What did I see in that cup of tea? An island. A place to explore and get away from everything for a little while. Relaxation, creativity, adventure. Where is this island? I don’t know. But I have a week off of work coming up, and I am going to find out…..

 

FFP9+FP South Kingstown, RI

119* Operation Christmas

This blog-post already makes me laugh even before I’ve typed the first letter for it. It’s because the title alone but also the accompanying photo are so misleading…and yet also so wonderfully and strangely connected with each other.

The whole story around it all started with a fight I had with a neighborhood boy during my early school days, many many years ago. It wasn’t the first one, I should note but during this one I realized that none of it would ever have a truly satisfying ending for any of us two kids. After each arguments there would be another one already waiting around the corner. We would endlessly circle around who’s the strongest of us followed by plans on how to take revenge yet again. Back then I thought there had to be more to life than always having to assert oneself. Running away, making some kind of “pseudo peace” – none of which would last. Eventually, over the follwowing two decades, I became somewhat of a phlegmatic person, a Dudeist, or whatever you want to call it. Certainly that’s also quite a good life philosophy (one that has often served me and others well over the years) but despite all of this, I had to keep admitting to myself that deep down…when it came to deeper, more serious conflicts…I remained just as helpless, powerless, and devoid of ideas as before. A sad realization.

And then something happened! In Colombia! A television documentary aired about the country’s new government and how they dared to try a new approach with the decades-long conflict with the FARC rebels entrenched in the country. Instead of letting weapons do the talking, they sought a new direction for peace, using humanistic messages instead. So instead of military strategists, they hired advertising agencies. And so, among many others, “Operation Christmas” was conceived and executed. Military helicopters wouldn’t fly combat-ready soldiers into the jungle, but – around Christmas time – lit Christmas trees that were decorated with the following, simple message:

“If Christmas can come to the jungle, you too can come home. Demobilize. At Christmas, everything is possible.”

The plain, statistical result of the operation: compared to the previous year, the number of FARC fighters who decided to lay down their arms increased by around 30 percent. So, there it was. Something different. Something that actually worked. In real life.

That hit my weak spot again and I wanted to fully engage with this topic—to get involved, see more, learn more, and maybe even help shape it. But somehow I always ended up at a dead end. Whether it was almost enrolling at an Austrian university to study Peace Research & Peacebuilding – which unfortunately was only a minor and not major subject there and thus no real option to consider for me. Or that time when I wanted to get involved with the Peace Movement in Austria – to finally find like-minded people and so on. Sadly, it turned out that the real Peace Movement in Austria has vanished a long while ago and that all other organisations, that claimed to be the new Peace Movement, were hardly interested in the topic of real Peacebuilding at all. So again, nothing came to light back then.

But now, so many years later, that topic has resurfaced and finally and unexpectedly it all seems to have come full circle.

Through my trip to America to visit Sarah, after a museum visit in Queens dedicated to peace and equality, a contact was made, and I received an invitation to Vienna to meet regularly with friends at the offices of the International Fellowship of Reconciliation – to exchange thoughts about life, peace and much more.

It’s inside that office where there’s a clock hanging on the wall. One without a battery, symbolically set to Five Minutes before Twelve. A time I previously used to associate solely with Armageddon, The End of the World or whatnot else, heavily depressing. But a few things have changed recently. A certain balance has formed. Because even though there are still countless, legitimate reasons of why this very specific time holds great symbolic meaning – it’s not just that anymore. Now I know that there are actually quite a few people out there who are collectively dealing with these topics in a different, fresh and positive fashion – way, way off the so common reflex that violence needs to be always countered solely with yet more…violence. Not being completely alone anymore feels good.

66WM+4W9 Leonding

118* Seeking Balance

It’s the same year after year. I always tell myself, “this year, I am going to make the most out of summer. Sunsets, beach days, ice cream, adventures. I’m going to do it all!”
And yet, even though I live in The Ocean State, I haven’t had a beach day since the summer of 2020. I can’t tell you the last time I watched the sun set or the moon rise. No ice cream or adventures, either. How does this always happen? How do I lose the time?
I realized the other day that the exact same thing has happened yet again. Summer is coming to a close, days are getting shorter and colder. And what did I do? I worked through it. Taking on too many different jobs. Hustling. Capitalism! There goes my 33rd summer, poof!

Well, maybe being aware of it will bring about positive results. Isn’t that how it works? If I know I do this every time, maybe I won’t do it again next year. Or…. maybe a year from now I’ll be saying the same thing. In a region that people visit from all over the world to take vacations, I don’t even give myself an evening to relax. Do you hear the frustration?

 

FG4H+FH Wakefield, South Kingstown, RI

117* Dude, we need to talk about Something

Why is it that in Austria, it’s a must to serve beer with a (foam) crown, while in America it’s not? Is it because Austrians might be the more sensual or playful beer drinkers? Those who love having to dive their upper lip through a cozy wall of foam first, only to then dive even more fulfilled and reliefed into the truly liquid part of the thirst-quenching “hop-nectar”? Is there a reason why this sensory sensation is completely overlooked in the United States? Or could it even be that it has yet to be discovered?

In times like these. In times where I often feel that many people have a desperate longing for the security of uniformity. In such times, today, I want to raise my glass to these wonderfully inexplicable differences between the Biergarten-culture over here and the one in Sarah’s country! To the idea that differences, and especially just talking about them, can actually be something incredibly unifying, valuable, funny and sometimes even charmingly sexy! Curiosity instead of fear. Laughter and joy instead of shame and insecurity. Here’s to everything that is simply and purely…different! Here’s to all different crowns! Cheers & Prost!

6C72+JM Schweizerhaus, Vienna

116* Luck Be A Kitten

To answer your burning question from my last post: I was not accepted into the residency program.
The rollercoaster of life has really been on the downturn over the last couple of months, but I think my bad luck has finally broken.
I didn’t get what I wanted. But so often the universe delivers something else just as good. Plans have not solidified yet, but things are looking up. As I leave behind the low end of the coaster and start my way back to the top, I am wrapping up some unfinished business and preparing for the view that lies ahead of me.

To put forth another analogy: luck can turn as quickly as a cat dodging it’s photo being taken.

FFPH+45 Kingston, South Kingstown, RI

115* Freed

To feel  free for a moment. From societal norms, everyday necessities and all those collected sorrows. To be enchanted, to dream, to shine and to…take off for a second.

This is the Prater in Vienna and how it has been for over 250 years now. A very special place for all people. A home for dreamers, literati, worriers, children, the elderly, ordinary people, aristocrats, petty criminals, sketchy people of all sorts and of course travelers too.

Maybe American readers get a better picture of that place by describing the Prater as the big, older brother of Coney Island. The one who decided during puberty to run away from home to learn about real life. The one who doesn’t place too much emphasis on being well dressed all the time, but is all the prouder that he has continually reinvented himself over the centuries and continues to do so with authenticity, curiosity, charm, and – above all – evident joy.

I myself come here as often as I can, including last Saturday, though I can’t say which time of day is more beautiful or inspiring for me. Since it is not a theme park per se, one can wander through the Prater at any time of day or night. Be it in the morning, when everything still seems to be sleeping and recovering from the previous evening’s exuberance, or in the late evening, when the place awakens in all its glory and force – right in the midst of the big city of Vienna.

For me it remains one of those very special and catalystic places where I not only feel home and safe in between those bright and colorful lights and dark alleys but also where I feel inspired among all those fundamentally different human beings. Spinning thoughts, daydreaming, finding new and working on old ideas, listening to music, touching buried worries, reading books or, not to forget, engaging in brief conversations with others – all this usually happens and works so much easier there for me, in and with the Prater.

 

6C82+53 Vienna

114* The First Time, or The Last Time?

Looking at this photo, you might think I went on a vacation this week. Actually, I went on an adventure to Long Island, New York, for an interview. This interview is one of those moments where you know that the course of your life might be changed. Where the acceptance or rejection of the program determines where you will go from here. Everything is about to change.

The interview is for an artist residency. Last August, I went on a week long retreat at a monastery. But this residency is so much more. This residency is to stay for 50 weeks, from October 15, 2024-October 1, 2025, at a historic house in Orient, NY. To live rent free. To focus all your energies on your creative practice…. or to do nothing at all, but just rest. An artist studio, a two floor home, a charming small seaside town where a “crowded” day means there are 2 cars in the beach parking lot. A hidden treasure, and a once in a lifetime opportunity.

I will find out my fate early next week. If I am accepted, I will be moving to New York. If not……

5Q45+38 Orient, New York

113* Idle

The visual merging of “not having to do anything” and “not wanting to do anything.”

Recline a chair, find a sufficiently deep and stable spot in the water, have a good time, breathe.

“Den lieben Gott einen guten Mann sein lassen.” comes to my mind. A very old, actually no longer commonly used, Austrian saying from the past. Times that likely were much rougher and certainly more faith-oriented. Word for word it translates to “To let the dear Lord be a good man”. In a figurative sense, it means to just let things take their course. At least for a while. To let go of things and worries. Especially those that are beyond one’s control. To (try) to be calm. To lean back. To enjoy life.

And to simply trust that everything will be okay.

WQ4P+WVC Toscanapark, Gmunden

112* Celebrity

Yep, that’s yours truly. (I did not take this photo, but it was taken on “my” Saturday)
What you’re witnessing is me signing one of my books. What an unexpected success this has been! An exhibition of my work from the book (seen on the wall behind us), fans crowding into the gallery, and me selling out of the first 50 copies in a flash.
I’m not “tooting my own horn” here, but rather expressing gratitude for everyone who has shown support and love for me and my project.
Thank you.

I’d better order some more books!

FPV8+63 Middletown, Rhode Island

111* Explicit Content

It may sound contradictory but I have to admit, when it does happen, it can sometimes make me feel quite…lonely. Humor. The kind that finds you when you are not in a hurry. When you let your gaze wander. When you might even tilt your head to the side a little bit. I’m pretty sure that countless of people have seen this place and that sign long before I came across this subway station. I’m also pretty sure that in many of those people’s minds a certain filter kicked in just the second after they have spotted it. “Too flat.”, “Too embarrassing.” “Too infantile and immature.”, “Too vulgar.”

For me, it’s often the opposite. Details that make me cheerfully giggle. With a niceely lasting echo in mind too. Even if I end up being the only one who appreciates such kind of jokes or humor – as offensive as such signs might sound to English-speaking people. Or not.

Speaking of contradictions. “Vienna is different.” is or was one of the more legendary tourism slogans of Austria’s capital. Vienna is indeed quite different. On so many levels. I am sure that I will touch upon these contradictions a few more times here on our blog in the coming weeks which is why I want to leave my today’s entry with a quote from a song. One which I too unexpectedly came across just a few days ago. It’s a song by Austrian Jazz guitarist Wolfgang Muthspiel called, of course, “Vienna” and it’s deeply honest lyrics was again something that made me giggle and smile ever since I’ve heard them for the very first time…

The City is grumpy and wet,
its Secrets beg to be kept.
The Market turns into a Mall,
the Airport is ugly, the Thinking is small.

But when you come from outside,
this is a good Place to hide.
And you’ll be fine
because Vienna has time.

Yes, Vienna has time. It always had. And humor too. And…a handful of unintentionally explicit (and hopefully amusing to others as well) street names.

7F72+9J Vienna